Enough
Jesus
assembled the original 12, and pointed to a world hungry
to hear good news.
Then he gave them these unorthodox marching orders:
Dont think you have to put on a fund-raising campaign before
you start.
You dont need a lot of equipment.
You are the equipment. (from Eugene Petersons
The Message Matthew 10)
A different paraphrase might read:
Dont obsess over funds, and dont overpack.
Fear not, doors will open.
You have what you need, for with me, you are equipped.
In my own spiritual journey, I have learned and re-learned this truth.
Ive learned that I am, like the undereducated, diamonds-in-the-rough
famous 12, capable of being salt and light, capable of bringing encouragement
to the overwhelmingly discouraged.
All because I am in Gods transforming presence.
And that is enough.
Its a theological spin on an old saying: With Gods help,
just be yourself.
In my early days of learning pastoral care skills with those who were
bruised and hurting,
I was taught to be present, to be caring, to be available.
(This was another way of saying that I am the equipment.)
When I polled advisers for specific words to say in difficult situations,
I was told,
Go, not with quick answers to the unanswerable questions,
but with open hands and an open heart.
How the newly appointed apostle must have inwardly queried:
Wheres the sales pitch?
What are the exact words Im supposed to use to convey a message
of hope?
Dont we need to practice this on each other first?
So now I think of people who come to me, knowing my profession as a
hospital chaplain, asking for a crash course in how to do crisis ministry
hoping Ill provide them a computerized check-list of everything
one is to do to
connect deeply and spiritually with others.
Instead, I think Ill simply point them back to these profoundly
simple marching orders from Jesus:
Go, just be yourself, trust Me, and always remember you are the equipment.
Spread the message of the peaceable kingdom.
Tell others that God is here and nowwithin each of us, not out
there for a select few.
And that is enough.
Virgil Fry